小风景--彼时遇见

I have got to be upset since yesterday when i heard of an ex-workmate's death.I couldn't believe that is ture.

Mr kim,He is a one of my friends in the ex-company.He is probity,kind,and aspirant.The latest time i talked to him,was a moth ago.He told me he had been learning english hardly,and he must back to shanghai to find his dream again.I know he was not happy there.

When miss M told me the death of him,i thought it must be a joke.And then,i bacame to believe it's true.I 've got know what the ex-workmates' msn signature meant.

Life,hair is short.Hope him would be happy in the other world.

But,i've been impacted.I asked someone if he is scared of death,he said that" no,if i has done everything i wanted before."

But how can we accomplish everything,and die without anything to regret?

"sit down quietly,and write the 5 most important things for you,then don't waste time from now ,study and work hardly to make it true"

When i heard this words,i was covered with shame......for that I has been lazy,passive,and cowardice.

Maybe i should list my goals and fight for it.But if i do,so what?

Mr kim had been fighting for his dream,but now everything 's gone.

Live in the present.

I received the msg from S when i woke up this morning.She told me there is snowing.

I got to be exciting,and got up to see it.Uh...just a light snow.And i reback to the bed,turned  on the PC.

And then ,i spent all day at home,except going out  for buying something to eat.

I watched many episodes of "Gossip girls",the story is telling about the life of rich kids who is living in the upper

east side of Manhattan.The story is similar with the korean drama.The keywords are still Relationship,friendship,

and family love.Although they are richer.But human being has the common thing,it's the nature.I mean if you are a human being..

Absolutely every guy is so handsome there,and all girls are beauty.So i said it is alike with a krean drama,with being so dreamlike.

Today i have nothing good or unusual to say...so ,it's time to go to sleep.

I am looking forward a nice Monday.It shouldn't be bad at least.

How stupid i was!

I found that i have left my key in the office until 21:00 last night.It was very terrible for that i couldn't go back to the office to get it again.I called S,but she didn't answered.I guessed she must be in a bar with noisy surroundings to celebrate Christmas's Eve.So poor.But i didn't wanna go to find the other friends,whose home is not nearby the scheduled stops of shuttle bus.And i also didn't wanna go home to beg to share the room with my roommate.BUT,but i didn't have the other choices.Especially when i found that all KTVs had been bursting at the seams,i got to know i have to go home.So,i talked with F until the taxi came.Then she went away,i went home.It was very awkward to say that i will share your room one night to my roommate.I did,and have blamed myself all night.I swared i won't make a stupid mistake like this again.

S gave me a call at 23:00,when the celebration finished.She said she will come to pick me up，i told her i had freshened yet...Everything wasn't coincidence~

Also somethings F talked to me.She told me that i should find a goal,don't be hit-or-miss.I didn't say anything about that,i didn't want to say.In fact ,i hate someone preach to me,even my parents.But i didn't say anthing more about that.She is a idealist,but still be tied here by real life. She said she doesn't like this job,even the industry,but she still be here.I can see she just wanna find a different way to live,because of that she hates repitive tasks. Maybe she can fly one day,but i don't know what is her favourite thing.All things she showed,is about the job,career,or something else.I don't agree with somethings she said ,but i won't speak it out.

But one thing i should admit,is that her execution.If she want,she will go.

Lack of Execution,is the weakness of me.

Maybe i should think about something of my future.

Look,this is friend,and this is me.

You can speak your suggestions,and i can choose something fit for me.

What you said is just your dream,not mine.

But we are still friends.Because sometimes we need a one to say something different to be inspired.

Anyway,i will try to do something.